personal diary... not so personal

wispy hair, brushes your shoulders

teeth, too big for your round face, embrace me

walk past, turn quickly, begging to return the other direction

you gave in, you always did

maybe thats what happened, 

you chose the easy way out

whatever would give you the least fight

it’s expected, but you’re still a let down

hands gripping- only once or twice

i shake, shiver, release

the adrenaline is too much for right now

but now i wish i never let go

corny, like all we said, but still true.

maybe thats what happened, i let go, i was afraid

i did what was easiest

though the easy way pained me

you write to me, talk about what we did

you have to go, it’s time to leave

it always had been, since that day

thats what happened- it was always time to go

grip another hand that wont shake as much, so used to the rush